I've asked you to let me be your armor but... u let me down.

Dear little boy, Listen
Here is the story of my life
I lived on the moon
I’ve run so far
to find my way
Then I dream again… alone

I am the one who cries out at night
For somebody to change my very core
And I will never know I was wrong
Never listen to those truly strong
I do not need anybody else
Bonds would put my mind into cells
But I wouldn't want to live like this forever
Maybe I really was too clever
But I wouldn't want to end like that
I would die lonely and incredibly sad
Lust - always empty
But I will never change

Life is prison
And you let me down
I wanna cry for a reason
But i need to hold you so much

It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second
That I spent waiting for you
No second chance to tell you
How much I've missed you
please don't ask me why I'm here
Something deeper brought me
Than a need to remember
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I am so proud of what we were
so run with me baby now...
I'm in the days of throwing rocks
When I saw your picture on a silver coin
Stole a kiss through your golden locks
I had a dream that you were gone.
Woke up and you were gone
All the love has gone away
Cos I didn't have the heart or strength to say
I'll miss you when you're gone
so run with me baby now...

Let me take the fall
Let me take the blame
Let me carry you from hell
To home again.
Let me keep you safe
From the world outside
Let me wipe away the tears
That fill your eyes
Let me be your armor
Let me be your shield
Let me take away the pain you feel

I suppose that I'm all right now,
When all you ever gave was nothing,
I suppose you taught me well now,
When all I ever learned was something,

Early Thursday mornings, wipe away the flies
The crossfire fight for action in between your thighs
Every touch is sacred, when they leave the room
If I have to switch the lights off,
I wanna switch them off with you

This will make you love again. ?

Your cool clammy skin
It could be right beside me
I saw you swimmin over here
You looked so fragile
Your eyes and your face
I dreamed them in the night
And dont you know youre life itself?

Well it's been a long time, long time now
since I've seen you smile.
Nobody raise your voices
Just another night in Nantes
And I gave you
A rose from my garden
And the petals
Blow away.
They look like confetti On your
Beautiful face.
These are the thoughts
That take me
To a different place.

And it’s a lot to ask you not to sting
and give you less than everything,
My Mistakes Were Made For You..

Someone shows me I've been stepped on,
And now I'm left with nothing more to say,

I feel nothing but joy and pride and happiness
Nothing but cheerfull face with kindness
I feel nothing but oceans of love and forgiveness
For you and your sweet girl
Please ignore the particular way I smile
Take no notice of the blood on the lip I bite
Don't you know that I've
Been running from your heart
And I feel like you've been running too
Faithfulness is just a little rule
We break
Still pretending lust was just a fool
we faked, we made
so run with me baby now...

( I've got nothing and I feel fine)
(I'm right now, I'm right now)
Have you lost your feeling?
Have you lost your sense of breathing?
Have you gained that tainted feeling?
So, so cold,
Someone poisoned what you're eating,

I ask you "Please don't worry,"
not for me
don't turn your back
don't turn away..
I will not stand nor utter words against
this tide of hate
losing site of what and who I was again
I'm so sorry if these seething words I say
impress on you
that I've become the anathema of my soul
I can't say that your losing me
I always tried to keep myself tied to this world
but I know where this is leading me
please
no tears
no sympathy.



Το παραπάνω "τραγούδι" είναι απο μένα για σένα..
είναι το 3ο κείμενο που σου γράφω..είναι το 2ο που δεν διαβάζεις
και ίσως είναι και το τελευταίο..
είναι ένα "κολάζ" στίχων. Απο τραγούδια που αγαπάω
και σου έδωσα.. Απο τραγούδια που άκουσες, μου χαμογέλασες
αλλα μάλλον ποτέ δεν κατάλαβες το νόημα τους.
Άν μου ζητούσες να του βάλω μουσική θα έβαζα φυσαρμόνικα, πιάνο και κοντραμπάσο.
Μπορεί για εμένα να είναι νωρίς
αλλα νομίζω είναι αργά πλέον για εσένα..
η ώρα είναι : 03:53'

apokoimithikame...

19/02/2009

Ksexases tin agapi sou sto autokinito mou. Mesa sto adeio paketo apo ta tsigara sou.
Strivw ena tsigaro. Se skeftomai.. Pernw tin agapi sou sta xeris mou. Se skeftomai.
To anavw. Mia megali roufiksia... O kapnos lene se boithaei na min skeftesai. Krataw
ton kapno. se skeftomai pali. Fysaw ton kapno kai ekeinos pernei tin morfi sou.
Sto radio paizei ena palio tragoudi pou aresei kai stous 2 mas. I TURN TO YOU... kathe
fora pou thelw na niwsw asfalia, agapi, pathos, xara, symparastasi... to tsigaro teleiwse.
Strivw allo.. Skeftomai.. akrivos prin 6 mines se gnwrisa...
Se skeftomai ksana na anevainw tin skala sto monastiraki kai na se vlepw na perimeneis.
Plisiazw.. xamogela amixana.. eimai zalismenos apo to metro.. zalizwmai kai apo esena.
When i first saw you i saw love.. pou leei kai h Shania Twain.
Dn kserw gt grafw.. pote dn grafw. Mallon giati dn mporw na milisw... den mporw? den kserw.
Kapoia pragmata den legonte. alla pali den grafonte. Roufiksia apo to tsigaro kai pali skeftomai alla..
To spiti mas. Afto pou pistevw oti 8a allaksei ta panta. Magiko spiti? oxi. Apla enas xwros na xwrame
kai na zoume oti twra duskolevomaste.
Thn prwti fwtografia pou mou esteiles gia na se dw...18 augoustou.
Thn prwti fwtografia pou mou esteiles meta apo to prwto mas vrady sto spiti mou. To vlema sou kai to xamogelo sou.. "mou aresei na koimame stin aggalia sou". afto mou elegan. afto aresei kai se emena!
Kserw an kapoia stigmi diavaseis ola afta 8a gelas. Kai egw gelaw twra alla synexizw..
Mou aresei na se kanw na gelas..
Esvise to tsigaro. Pernw ksana sta xeria tin agapi sou. Thn periergazomai me ta daxtula mou. POTE den
thn exw ksanadei toso mikri. Anavw pali to tsigaro. Vazw thn agapi mesa sto adeio Muratti kai to afinw
ekei stin idia thesi pou to afises xthes vrady stin Petroupoli. Kollisa.
Tha se paw kai prwi mia fora. decadance alla mou aresei. :P ( a8woglykoromantikouli trixoxalaki)
Kapws prepei na kleisw.. NA KANW / NA 8YMI8W / NA KSEXASW.
Etsi ksekinise auto to "keimeno" kai telika einai to mono pou dn ekana..
Opote tha ksexasw pali ti ithela na kanw kai apla 8a prospathisw na thimithw grafw..

A, nai. Exw meres pou dn sou eipa SAGAPW...

S. ntaksi koukles mou ftanei omws...
G. ela, m'aresei..
S. a.ok! Pou 8a pame na fame glyko mou?
G. Opou 8eleis esy... ;)


Ena mhna kai kati psila meta.. (sto soundtrack Antony.. afton akougame otan gnwristikame. Twra exw logo
pou klaiw me ta tragoudia tou.. makari na min evriska pote.)
xthes.
Mesa apo klama mou eipes pws dn mporeis na mou to kaneis afto..
theleis na xwrisoume..
gt?
paei enas minas peripou pou exeis papsei na niwtheis kati erwtiko gia emena..
klapsame.. aggaliastikame.. se filisa.. prospathisa na se kratisw..
sou eipa oti 8eloume xrono..
mou eipes oti dn theleis na to perasw afto..
Xaze gia esena 8a mporousa na perasw poly xeirotera..
G. dn thelw na se xasw..
S oute egw..
G. dn mporw!
S. exeis oli tin zwi mprosta sou gnwriseis kosmo.. kai 8a vreis kapoion poly pio endiaferon apo emena.
G. DN THELW NA GNWRISW KANENAN.. ESY EISAI AYTOS POU 8ELW.
SE ESENA VRISKW PANTA ENDIAFERON..

klamata.. aggalia... na prosexeis...

to idio prwi oso se skeftomoun eixa grapsei kati sto simeiomatario mou...

"as itan ola opws ekeino to prwto vrady p se koitaza sta matia k taksideva!
Makari na mporousan na niwsoun oloi toso agapi mesa tous"

skizw tin selida kai sou tin dinw ka8ws fevgeis...

klamata.. aggalia...
Se eyxaristw gia ola..
kiriws gt me emathes na agapaw na erwtevomia na elpizw kai na dinw...
na prosexeis...
kollite na ton prosexeis..

kalo mas taksidi.